It just to 52 days.
52 days for me to fall for you.
52 to care for you.
52 to call you mine.
52 to see in to the future with you.
52 to actually love you.
It took you 52.
52 days for you to leave.
52 days for you to forget me.
52 days for you to vanish like a house on fire, and all that is left is smoldering ashes.
52 days to break the habit to not care about me.
52 days to become my ghost of Christmas past.
52 days to rewire new neurons without me.
It took me 53 days.
53 days to realize you never cared about me.
53 days to grieve over the lost.
Day 1 denial.
Day 10 feel the guilt of what you must of felt for me when you abandoned me.
Day 17 reflect on what I did to you. Feel the loneliness at night cry out. As I replicate the same tune.
Day 36 get out of bed and start living a new life without you.
Day 53 accept it is truly over and you were the feign to my delusional happiness.

Day 54 repeat day 1.

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