I feel as if my life is cascading.
It feels like this.
I decide to ride a rollercoaster.
Nervous but excited I wait.
The waiting seems endless.
One step at a time.
I get in the rollercoaster.
In the distance I hear a muffled voice giving vague information about this ride.
It takes off.
At first it makes me feel alive.
The fear over comes me.
Everything is a blurr.
I cannot seem to make out what’s going on.
Then the rollercoaster slows down.
Change is never a good thing I fear.
Slowly I’m getting pulled to the top of this man-made mechanical mountian.
If something misfires it could send me falling trapped in a locked metal box.
I plumit down.
Loops everywhere I look.
I’m inside out.
I have no control of what’s going on.
It’s all happening at once.
And yet, for the life of me…
I can’t hold on.